stupid song lyrics that are nonetheless topical for me

i can't breathe you
my eyes are broken
they won't see you
i can't hear words unspoken

you think you know you think you feel
you think you understand
but what is true and what is real
is what you never planned....
i thought i knew you--you're barely half a man

i can't feel you
with the darkness growing
it seemed so real...so true
but now i feel you're not worth knowing

the morning birds fly
i wish that i could fly too
into a brand new sky
a sky that won't include you

you say you tried you say you cared
i say you never did
i say you lied you left me scared and then-
you did it all again

you broke my heart
you ripped my soul
and then you broke my skin
broke in my home
you held me down
and did it all again

you broke it all no matter how you try to justify
but what you did that night will always be your last goodbye
you made me want to die
now when i look at you with her, i have to wonder....
why?

i saw the note i read the words
i can't believe you boy
you cant be real you ve got some nerve
i'm not your stupid toy
you want to say how much i meant?
you want to call me friend?

please fuck off and die again