tgif, right?

it's funny but not in the humorous way.
i used to have that friday excitement and anticipation, now, not so much.
it's just become another sad night in a veritable calendar full of them.
my eye got messed up a little last week and now it's gotten a little worse.
i need to switch bak to 4 eyes mode for a while i guess.
not terribly attractive either.
some wounds heal, others fester even when you think they've improved.
in many cases its just the surface.
so much of what we think and feel is surface dressing.
i wish i was better at filtering out the things i shouldnt care about