FUCK YEAH! http://www.jango.com/stations/93121407/tunein?song_id=225448
damn i love this fucking song so much it is a techno break from worries and cares and makes you just want to fucking do it!! whatever the hell it is!
About Me
- zumm zumm
- Memphis, TN but from, Canada
- i look in the mirror and i'm tickled pink...i dont give a hoot about what you think...
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Friday, July 16, 2010
the little things (with thanks to vicente danny john & sid)
its interesting, the less you have, the easier it is for the littlest things to feel like christmas...in...well, july. like hearing from somebody you haven't seen in a long time and then getting to see them, even if they live half a hemisphere away. that picture is my desktop for now and for a while to come, i'd wager... i had a beer today-a single can of pbr-12oz not a jumbo...and i didnt even finish it before i was zooming! the combination of me not really liking beer and being on an empty stomach made that little pbr almost canadian quality!! and to chase my beer down, after longer than id care to admit of the once daily diet featuring only eggs and toast, i located a forgotten packet of a rice side dish that was orig intended for the vegetarian crew. i know it isn't healthy to eat just once a day but you do what you have to to make sure others needs get met. and the other are as lucky as they are picky that i hate all those vegetarian entrees too or they'd be gone by now! but to have something different for a change was so heavenly, it was like a thanksgiving meal to my taste buds.
the simple pleasure of a shower when you really need the relaxation in your body....the surest comfort in the voice of someone talking to you, not at you. i have a phone but i don't "talk" on it much so when i get to have a real conversation, not a comcast transaction or a petition for kids to come home...you forget how soothing the human voice CAN be. it can also be shrilllll as hell which leads us into
intermission: please enjoy this presentation of danny elfman's "the little things" from the motion picture soundtrack to "Wanted."
SIDE RANT:
i think one of the most annoying aspects of my unfortunate predicament is the frequency and constancy of people spouting off their "things can only get better" rhetoric like grade school catechism. To all of you i wish a hearty "fuck you. fuck you SOOOOO much!" i bear witness today to the truth: sometimes, things actually do not get better, but in fact, get worse. now to be clear here, i am not expecting nor asking anyone to give a damn about my wah wah problem. just that it really really sucks to be at a pretty low point in life and have a constant stream of pollyannabees telling me how bright the future is. funny how they seem to stumble on the details or specifics. i don't "want" to be down, but i really don't want to get preached to by the damn glee club either.
back to the little things....new little thing at this very second that is pretty damn big..the real pleasure and relief from not being hungry, but in fact, quite full. (and hey--silver lining to the hungry thing; it takes way less to fill me up!) another little thing-movie trailers! while i may be unable to see most of the movies i'd like to see this year, damn if i don't enjoy the hell outta a good trailer! my favorite right now is the other guys starring mark wahlberg and will ferrell. but i want to see the expendables, and the new predator movie-both include jet li who is clearly a busy motherfucker. watching the world cup was a big little thing, especially because i watched it with eleanor. <3 and it was freaking good. i now have 5 new favourite teams! the national teams for argentina and spain and the pro team for barcelona, plus i follow the us and uruguay who were insane on the field with their handling. it was like ballet. but i'm still glad spain won and i'm even happier germany lost. (add to my favourite teams anyone playing germany.) another great comfort-being snuggled in something toasty like a favourite hoodie just washed and smelling like the best memory you have...yes i know its summer and it was like 110 today with the heat index. but i just got out of an awesome shower so its chilly in the a/c. when im dry im going to use my hoodie as a pillowcase and dream of ....well lets be honest, it's me. so i'm going to dream of something pretty fucking weird most likely. but i have my request list right next to me, and while i can't seem to run out of tears, sometimes with the right frame of mind i can go to sleep hearing smelling and feeling all the comfort i need within the tiny christmas window next to the waste dump that is my giant sputnik like brain. i'm going to breathe in, snuggle down and look forward to having something, however small, to look forward to.
the simple pleasure of a shower when you really need the relaxation in your body....the surest comfort in the voice of someone talking to you, not at you. i have a phone but i don't "talk" on it much so when i get to have a real conversation, not a comcast transaction or a petition for kids to come home...you forget how soothing the human voice CAN be. it can also be shrilllll as hell which leads us into
intermission: please enjoy this presentation of danny elfman's "the little things" from the motion picture soundtrack to "Wanted."
SIDE RANT:
i think one of the most annoying aspects of my unfortunate predicament is the frequency and constancy of people spouting off their "things can only get better" rhetoric like grade school catechism. To all of you i wish a hearty "fuck you. fuck you SOOOOO much!" i bear witness today to the truth: sometimes, things actually do not get better, but in fact, get worse. now to be clear here, i am not expecting nor asking anyone to give a damn about my wah wah problem. just that it really really sucks to be at a pretty low point in life and have a constant stream of pollyannabees telling me how bright the future is. funny how they seem to stumble on the details or specifics. i don't "want" to be down, but i really don't want to get preached to by the damn glee club either.
back to the little things....new little thing at this very second that is pretty damn big..the real pleasure and relief from not being hungry, but in fact, quite full. (and hey--silver lining to the hungry thing; it takes way less to fill me up!) another little thing-movie trailers! while i may be unable to see most of the movies i'd like to see this year, damn if i don't enjoy the hell outta a good trailer! my favorite right now is the other guys starring mark wahlberg and will ferrell. but i want to see the expendables, and the new predator movie-both include jet li who is clearly a busy motherfucker. watching the world cup was a big little thing, especially because i watched it with eleanor. <3 and it was freaking good. i now have 5 new favourite teams! the national teams for argentina and spain and the pro team for barcelona, plus i follow the us and uruguay who were insane on the field with their handling. it was like ballet. but i'm still glad spain won and i'm even happier germany lost. (add to my favourite teams anyone playing germany.) another great comfort-being snuggled in something toasty like a favourite hoodie just washed and smelling like the best memory you have...yes i know its summer and it was like 110 today with the heat index. but i just got out of an awesome shower so its chilly in the a/c. when im dry im going to use my hoodie as a pillowcase and dream of ....well lets be honest, it's me. so i'm going to dream of something pretty fucking weird most likely. but i have my request list right next to me, and while i can't seem to run out of tears, sometimes with the right frame of mind i can go to sleep hearing smelling and feeling all the comfort i need within the tiny christmas window next to the waste dump that is my giant sputnik like brain. i'm going to breathe in, snuggle down and look forward to having something, however small, to look forward to.
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
a plethora of wtf
just a lot of random musings today....
for one thing why is it when i get so hungry i have to eat that most of the time, i can't?
it literally turns my stomach sometimes to try and eat even things i like-went to
mickey ds cause i had a coupon i'd been saving and got my favorite the regular double
cheeburger plain. It tasted like cardboard to me and it wasn't because of the burger.
(i've had a couple of those too--nobody wants to eat them) no, it just literally turned my
stomach. it was like chewing cotton, that appealing.
i dunno, like so many things what kills me most is just the waste.
more wtf to follow after a break
for one thing why is it when i get so hungry i have to eat that most of the time, i can't?
it literally turns my stomach sometimes to try and eat even things i like-went to
mickey ds cause i had a coupon i'd been saving and got my favorite the regular double
cheeburger plain. It tasted like cardboard to me and it wasn't because of the burger.
(i've had a couple of those too--nobody wants to eat them) no, it just literally turned my
stomach. it was like chewing cotton, that appealing.
i dunno, like so many things what kills me most is just the waste.
more wtf to follow after a break
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
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